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Wednesday, November 24th, 2010

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    6:21a
    @@@@@No one had done it on purpose, continued on
    @@@@@No one had done it
    on purpose, continued on from the first sickening pain, drawing it out longer and longer…
    I'd never lived on a planet where such atrocities could happen, even before the souls cameThis
    place was truly the highest and the lowest of all worlds–the most beautiful senses, the most
    exquisite emotions… the most malevolent desires, the darkest deedsPerhaps it was meant to be
    soPerhaps without the lows, the highs could not be reachedWere the souls the exception to
    that rule? Could they have the light without the darkness of this world?
    I… felt something when he hit you,Melanie interruptedThe words came slowly, one by one, as
    if she didn't want to think them
    I felt something, toot was amazing how natural it was to use sarcasm now, after spending so
    much time with Melaniee's got quite a backhand, doesn't he?
    That's not what I meantI mean…She hesitated for a long moment, and then the rest of the
    words came in a rush thought it was all me–the way we feel about himI thought I was… in
    control of that
    The thoughts behind her words were clearer than the words themselves
    You thought you were able to bring me here becauseyouwanted it so muchThat you were
    controlling me instead of the other way aroundI tried not to be annoyedou thought you were
    manipulating mehe chagrin in her tone was not because I was upset, but because she did not like being
    wrong
    It came in a rush once moreou're in love with him, too, separately from meIt feels different
    from the way I feelI didn't see that until he was there with us, until you saw him for the
    first timeHow did that happen? How does a three-inch-long worm fall in love with a human
    being?
    Worm?
    SorryI guess you sort of have… limbsThey're more like antenna
    1:20p
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    He hug me hug me hug me
    Draw her, a voice whisperedDraw Elizabeth's fair
    salvageI was afraid of what I might see
    And what it might do to me
    And what about Daddy? What about John? How much
    had he known?
    I flipped through her drawings to the picture of
    John Eastlake screaming, with blood running from
    his nose and one eye
    Probably too late, but he had known
    What exactly had happened to Tessie and Lo-Lo?
    And to Perse, to shut her up for all those chanel bag price years?
    What exactly was she? Not a doll, that much seemed
    sure
    I could have gone on - a picture of Tessie and Lo-
    Lo running down a path, some path, hand-in-hand,
    was already asking to be drawn - but I was
    beginning to come out of my half-trance and was
    scared almost to deathBesides, I thought I knew
    enough to be going on with; Wireman could help me
    figure out the rest, I was almost sure of itI
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    closed my sketch-padI put down that long-gone
    little daytona rolex girl's brown pencil - now just a nubbin -
    and realized I was hungryBut
    that kind of hangover wasn't new to me, and there
    was plenty to eat in the refrigerator
    vi
    I went downstairs slowly, my head spinning with
    images - an upside-down heron with blue gimlet
    eyes, the smiling horses, the boat-size swim-fins
    on Daddy's feet - and I didn't bother with the
    living room lightsThere was no need to; by April
    I could have navigated the route from the foot hermes kelly bag of
    the stairs to the kitchen in pitch blacknessBy
    then I had made that solitary house with its chin
    jutting over the edge of the water my own, and in
    spite of everything, I couldn't imagine leaving it
    Halfway across the room I stopped, looking out
    through the Florida room to the Gulf
    There, riding at anchor no more than a hundred
    yards from the beach, clear and unmistakable in
    the light of a quarter-moon and a million stars,
    was the PerseHer sails had been bag dolce gabbana furled, but nets
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    of rope sagged from her ancient masts like
    spiderwebsThe shrouds, I thoughtThose are its
    shroudsShe bobbed up and down like a long dead
    child's rotten toyThe decks were empty, so far
    as I could see - of both life and souvenirs - but
    who knew what might be belowdecks?
    I was going to faintAt the same instant I
    realized this, I realized why: I had stopped
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